Face Myself Again

When I don't have the words to say
I must seem so naive
Standing in the rain
Rolling up my sleeve
Waiting for you there
I tend to overthink
Flooding in my brain
A sea of memory
And when I try to float on top
The memories decay
Though there is comfort in the pain
I know there is still room to change
So if I build my walls up again
Knock them down
To remind me who I am
I'm not afraid
I'll try to understand
That I still need
To face myself again
And after all this time
I still can't believe
If what's in my head is not reality
All the black and white
Thoughts overtaking
Again and again
There is never an end
So if I build my walls up again
Knock them down
To remind me who I am
I'm not afraid
I'll try to understand
That I still need
To face myself again
Maybe then I'll understand
How to face myself again