Forgive Me

I am sick, I am tired
I feel weak, but I feel wired
I'm insane, I'm not right
I'm in pain, I'm a sight
I pretend I'm in love
Then I see how I hurt
I'm ashamed, I am cruel
I am blamed, I'm a fool

Can you forgive me
One day I will be
All that I can be

As a friend, I am true
I can say I love
With my heart in my hands
I just don't understand
Who I am, why I'm here
I should just disappear
I'm not sad, I am fine
My life, It's divine

Can you forgive me
One day I will be
All that I can be
Then I'll be happy
Please please forgive me
One day I will be
All that I can be

How could you expect me
To live up to your expectations
Given that you knew me and knew
of my reputation
I am sorry, I am sorry

I am sick, I am tired
My last chance has expired
I am lost, I'm afraid
I have hurt, I have played
I am good, I am kind
Till I leave you behind
With your heart on the floor
All my fault, I am sure

Can you forgive me
One day I will be
All that I can be