Falling Deeper

Mmm
Yeah
I'm still here

Wake up, ceiling's all I see
Another day, repeat routine
Smile's on but it's pretend
No one knows it's all pretend
Scrolling through a world so loud
But inside, I'm lost in clouds
Everyone moves, I stay behind
Trapped inside my scattered mind

They say "keep going, you'll be fine"
But it feels like I'm outta time
Laughed too much, now I'm just numb
Waiting for a better sun

Falling deeper every night
Searching hard for any light
Sleep is war, I close my eyes
But dreams just hurt in disguise
Falling deeper, no escape
Tired soul I can't remake
If I scream, would someone care?
Or am I fading in the air?

Headphones in, volume loud
Just to hide from thoughts that crowd
Post a pic, pretend I'm good
Lie so well, they think I should
Say "I'm fine," then hide again
Shadow dancing in the rain
Nobody sees the cracks I hide
I'm breaking down from deep inside

They say "be strong, it's just a phase"
But my mind's a haunted maze
Empty rooms and echoes loud
I wear this silence like a shroud

Falling deeper every night
Searching hard for any light
Sleep is war, I close my eyes
But dreams just hurt in disguise
Falling deeper, no escape
Tired soul I can't remake
If I scream, would someone care?
Or am I fading in the air?

I don't need a thousand words
Just one voice to break this curse
If I matter, let it show
Before I fully let me go