Spiraling Down
Joe Jordan
3:42(Two, three) Damn, this vice sure keeps grippin' tighter Thought I'd find a way to slip out of it by now Well, I tend to fall in love when there's liquor in my blood And I should swear it off but broken bones they need a crutch And I feel more like myself when I become someone else And that ain't right That ain't right Well I forget a lot of yesterdays and I guess that that's alright 'Cause everyday feels like a war I didn't start but have to fight Is it the alcohol or loneliness or something in between Makes these walls feel damn small and closing into me, well Damn, this vice sure, keeps grippin' tighter Thought I'd find a way to slip out of it by now But I keep pourin' bottles like I'll be gone tomorrow Keep going like this I might be right I guess that's why they call it a vice 'Cause it gets tighter all the time It gets tighter all the time Well I like myself better when I'm busy getting stoned 'Cause I talk to myself and I don't feel so damn alone My friends ain't there for me, or maybe I ain't there for them Well, I don't know I don't know Doctor gave me pills but I won't take 'em, I'm too proud My baby gave me love but I just won't stick around Jesus gave me mercy but I keep on letting him down I'm a no good man with a no good plan And I just can't help myself now Damn, this vice sure is a real good liar Just a taste'll get you gettin by just fine But now I keep chasing old highs, like I won't last 'til sunrise Keep going like this, I might be right Damn, this vice sure, keeps grippin' tighter Thought I'd find a way to slip out of it by now But I keep pourin' bottles like I'll be gone tomorrow Keep going like this I might be right I guess that's why they call it a vice 'Cause it gets tighter all the time It gets tighter all the time