Oh! The Anxiety

I always feel like a burden
And if I speak I watch my wording
And when I do, say I'm sorry for wasting air
I play scenarios in my head
Of better things I should have said
cause I pretend I'm someone else when I'm in there
Think everybodie's angry at me
I ask my therapist "are they actually"?
She just says I'm maxed out on my healthcare
All these eggshells that I'm walking in
They got yolk up on my moccasins
I'm never gonna talk again I swear
And oh the anxiety
It's burning a hole inside of me
Do I blame myself or society
For all of this crippling anxiety
Oh the anxiety
I started dating people online
Cause I don't like 'em in real life
I think I found the one with the least mistakes
And oh it's love I swear it's love
But they never wanna meet up
It's not their fault it's probably something wrong with my face
And it's so funny but it's not
I've questioned every single thought
A hundred times since I was 9 I think thats a lot
Oh I'm hyperventilating
Think I burned through all my savings
And oh shit, I think I left me oven on
And oh the anxiety
It's burning a hole inside of me
Do I blame myself or society
For all of this crippling anxiety
Oh the anxiety
At least my heads above the water
Oh wait its getting hotter
Just when I think I'm crawling out
The waves start hitting harder
At least I've got my friends
Look around, wrong again
"At least you have your sanity"
That's what the voices say to me
It's what the voices say to me
And oh the anxiety
It's burning a hole inside of me
Do I blame myself or society
For all of this crippling anxiety
Oh the anxiety
It's burning a hole inside of me
Do I blame it on God or biology
For all of this crippling anxiety
Oh the anxiety
Oh the anxiety