Understand

Tears flood on the pillow side
My heart fights with my simple mind
I look for the little signs
That ribbon up in that sky
God gave me a sinful life
Then told me to improvise
Chest tells me to do what's right
Head tells me to choose my smile
Gave up the parts of me I said I wouldn't let never die
It seems like everyone around me wants me to minimize
My simple joys, my simple pleasures
Simple ol' desires
Seem like my happiness bring
Tears upon y'all weary eyes
If I go crazy, everyone would sit and wonder why
If I go crazy, everyone would sit and wonder
How, when, where, and why
If someone understands
Oh, tell me that you understand
If someone understands
Oh, tell me that you understand
Not impressed by the car we took
Or the way that her body shook
I live for the sacred things
But they force feed the hollywood
Fake news, fake views
Fake jewels, fake personalities
Everywhere I look somebody tryna impress somebody
With a life that's make believe
I gave up the parts of music
I realized probably will never change
I made up in my mind if I gotta be them
Then they can keep the fame
Yet and still they push the envelope 'bout
Tryna line up with this industry
And I know when I finally pop on them
They gon' ask what's gotten into me
If you don't believe
Oh, just tell me that you don't believe in me
Lada da da daa
If I go crazy, everyone would sit and wonder why
If I go crazy, everyone would sit and wonder
How, when, where, and why
Play that trumpet boy
If someone understands
Oh, tell me that you understand
If I go crazy, everyone would sit and wonder why
If I go crazy, everyone would sit and wonder
How, when, where, and why
If someone understands
Oh, tell me that you understand
If someone understands
Oh, tell me that you understand
Do you understand me
Understand me