White Noise

I've been (wait)
Breakin' the night, can't sleep
Rain tappin' all on my windows
But them sounds make peace (oh)
Why do I love this white noise from my fuckin' AC?
It'll distract me from the void and these things I can't see
Look (yeah, yeah)

Brain goin on overdrive (uh), and I might be goin' nuts (woo)
They don't understand my mind, but I don't think no one does (uh-huh)
Feelin' like my ankles tied (yeah), my legs is goin' numb (woo)
I been down a million times, but I won't be slowin' up (bah, bah, bah)
And now I'm divin', right off the deep end
What am I thinkin'? What is the reason? (Whoa, whoa)
Layin' in bed, I'm closin' my eyes
I'm stayin' awake and stare at the ceilin' (yeah)
Scroll on my phone and look at TV, and keepin' myself from fallin' asleep (yeah)
It's way too quiet, put on the fan and gimme some noise to quiet the demons (uh, uh)

My ADHD poppin' out (yeah)
If I crank the system up, I hope the beat get louder now (yeah)
My thoughts, too loud
Hope the speakers drown it out (uh)
Brain goin' a thousand miles a minute, I ain't stoppin' now (yeah, yeah, yeah)

Said it's way too late, and I can't think straight, it ain't my choice (it ain't my choice)
Voices in my head, but it's my voice (my voice, ayy)
Gotta drown it out with some white noise, yeah (uh, uh, uh)
Said it's way too late to hallucinate, it ain't my choice (my choice)
Try to block it out, but it's my voice (my voice)
Gotta drown it out with some white noise, yeah

I've been (ayy)
Breakin' the night, can't sleep
Rain tappin' all on my windows
But them sounds make peace
Why do I love this white noise from my fuckin' AC?
It'll distract me from the void and these things I can't see (yeah)

Some nights when I'm by myself, I start to daydream (yeah)
Tryna think of somethin' else, hopin' that can save me (uh)
Wanna get some therapy, maybe that'll change me (uh)
If you ever felt like me, maybe I ain't crazy (uh)
And I wanna drive right up off this cliff when I just get so distracted (yeah, yeah, yeah)
Can't get in my vibe with a night like this, I just don't know what's happenin' (yeah, yeah, yeah)
Wanna take some meds, but that shit 'bout to have my soul adapted (yeah, yeah)
I get in my head, and then see some shit you probably won't imagine, won't imagine

Uh, my ADHD poppin' out
If I crank the system up, I hope the beat get louder now (uh, uh)
My thoughts, too loud
Hope the speakers drown it out (ayy, ayy)
Brain goin' a thousand miles a minute, I ain't stoppin' now

Said it's way too late, and I can't think straight, it ain't my choice (it ain't my choice, yeah, yeah)
Voices in my head, but it's my voice (my voice, ayy, ayy)
Gotta drown it out with some white noise, yeah (uh, uh, uh)
Said it's way too late to hallucinate, it ain't my choice (my choice, yeah, yeah)
Try to block it out, but it's my voice (my voice, uh, uh)
Gotta drown it out with some white noise, yeah (uh)

Said it's way too late, and I can't think straight, it ain't my choice (my choice)
Voices in my head, but it's my voice (my voice)
I gotta drown it out with some white noise, yeah (yeah)