Selfish Wishes

Don't ask me twice, my reply's the same
And I don't want it to weigh you down
Still, I gotta say, at least half of me is fine
But I'm in a bad place

Weaker
You grow a little weaker when I'm with you
(Waste a bit of your love)
Deeper
You fall a little deeper when I leave you

I waste a little bit of your love
Every time I come around with my selfish wishes
Give you silent treatment like a child
Waiting to get going with my selfish wishes

While I try to make up my mind
Oh, you try to make it feel just right
And you lose the battle every time
You get caught up in this web of mine

I know it's not fair to make you feel this way
Like you're not enough, invisible
There's just no room for you, I breathe in all the air
I wish you'd run away from me

You grow weaker
You grow a little weaker when I'm with you
Deeper
You fall a little deeper when I leave you

I waste a little bit of your love
Every time I come around with my selfish wishes
Give you silent treatment like a child
Waiting to get going with my selfish wishes

While I try to make up my mind
Oh, you try to make it feel just right
And you lose the battle every time
You get caught up in this web of mine