Dreams Of Demons

Demons speaking in my head
They constantly haunting me
Reminding me of the people
That would consciously lie to me
Those who claimed to be my family
Like what happened to honesty
Stayed away from suicide
To prove them wrong is my prophecy

Let it go
Nowhere to go
Alone in my room with a blade to my throat
No one to call
Everyone saying I'm never alone
But they never go pick up the phone
What if that was my last straw
What if tomorrow I'm gone
What if that was my last call
Claiming you care and you claiming you love me
Your actions will be your black swan

I think there is a black hole in my head
Attracting bad thoughts
Every time I go to bed
I don't wanna deal with shit
Think I'd rather be dead
Slave to my addictions and vices
I fight them I can't
Keep living this way
Dying slowly every day
In my head I will pray
The words I'm scared to say

Lord just take me far
From where the demons are
I ask for miracles
Cause I'm needing one

I got skeletons
Hiding in my closet
Demons under my bed
Warning me don't drop shit
Things up in my past
Most of which are haunting
Look inside myself
The reasons that I want this

No wonder why
I'm always alone in bedrooms
If you thought the way I thought
It would be your doom
Think I'm tougher than the rest
And I'm destined for success
I don't gotta be the best
But I ain't failing no more tests

My back against the wall
Who got me if I fall
All the pain I've caused
What all can I absolve
All this hurt I hold
This hurt can't find resolve
I achieve it all
I achieve it all

I'm heavy with the weight of the world
I put my faith in others
Ease my mind with all of these girls
The pain gone bring me money
It gone hurt me more when you call
And imma get real big
But who gonna tell me the cost