The Sarah Story

After that album, I had someone very, very, very, very strong: my
Wife. Who, um, looked at me, and she pointed at me and she said, "
No one grieves this way." She said, "I know you're an amazing father
But now you are... You will be nowhere near your daughter if you do
Not clean your shit up." She said, "You even lost the whole reason
Why you're here. I used to respect you and I do not anymore." And I
Had completely fallen off the face of the earth. My number one
Priority now is sobriety. My number one priority, because
I know... The other night, someone asked me a question: "
What's your biggest fear?" And it was simple: using again
Because I see what it did. It took all amount of respect
That I had left, all amount of dignity that I had left, just
Away. I went and got help, and thank God Sarah's still here