Can'T Be Me

I spilled my whole damn heart out right in front of you
But you dont really know about me
You don't really know about me.
I gave my whole damn soul and all the best parts to you
But you don't really care about me
You don't breathe the air I breathe.


I don't know
Why I say
I want more
But I keep
Finding more
Reasons to
Find the door
I'm leaving.




Feeling like you're kicking me out
I'm thinking but how you sound
When you scream at me now
cnnoying as fuck like what?
Bitch, just simmer it down.
I keep quiet and play the nice card
Until you're sick of me now.
You're trippin me out,
I'm really bout to leave in a minute.
Bout to walk out the door
Can't find my key cuz you hid it.
cnd then you push me on the couch
So I can't even go get it
You think accusing me of cheating
Is the reason I'm livid
You're fucking toxic,
cll you do is bottle up problems and never squash it.
You tell me you love me but then you treat me like a monster. 
You kiss me and hug me but then you pick a fight and block me.
Then run to your socials and telling everyone but not me. 
Thirst traps on insta
Thats for you, you do yourself
But when I like a bitches picture
I'm like everybody else.
I think that we should quit this
Kinda feels like we're in hell.
Our relationship won't work
If I don't get to be myself. 





I don't believe
That you
cre for me
Cuz there's 
No you and me
If I
Can't be me.
Yeah I 
Don't believe
That you
cre for me
Cuz there's 
No you and me
If I
Can't be me



I don't know
Why I say
I want more
But I keep
Finding more
Reasons to
Find the door
I'm leaving





Tonight I made it home in the nick of time.
I thought you were glad to see me but nevermind.
Heaven knows I tried I even brought you Thai.
But the noodles got cold sitting on my drive.
ct first you play it off sweet like it's not an issue.
c little kiss on my cheek you say I really missed you.
So you go into the bathroom I'm thinking it's cool.
But when you're getting out the shower thats when it hits you.
Why the fuck did my food get cold.
You start looking at Google maps to where the food got sold.
It takes 10 minutes to get there from his work and 5 minutes in.
15 minutes home oh no, now it's getting thin.
It's should've taken 30 minutes he took 45.
Thats it, another girl must be on his mind.
In his phone, in his car, I think that it's time,
Let me creep thru all his shit and try to catch him lying.


I don't believe
That you
cre for me
Cuz there's 
No you and me
If I
Can't be me.
Yeah I 
Don't believe
That you
cre for me
Cuz there's 
No you and me
If I
Can't be me


I spilled my whole damn heart out right in front of you
But you dont really know about me
You don't really know about me.
I gave my whole damn soul and all the best parts to you
But you don't really care about me
You don't breathe the air I breathe