Lost Again (Theme From The Callisto Protocol)

Say I don't need anyone, but I do
Why is it always misery that I choose?
Am I only climbing so I can fall
And you can turn my only hope into my hospital?

So why do I run for the flames?
'Cause there's no way back
And they're all I have
And why am I so lost again?
I'd give everything
But I'll never win

I'll close my eyes
'Cause the world outside is goin' under
You know I'd die
I would leave this life to find another
If there's a universe, even one reality
Where I'm enough for me

Now all of my nightmares are comin' true
And I've seen beyond the darkest side of the moon, oh
I've walked in their shadows, but how do I run
From monsters in the mirror that I'm afraid that I've become?

So why do I run for the flames?
'Cause there's no way back
And they're all I have
And why am I so lost again?
I'd give everything
But I'll never win

I'll close my eyes
'Cause the world outside is goin' under
You know I'd die
I would leave this life to find another
If there's a universe, even one reality
Where I'm enough for me

Where I'm enough for me
Where I'm enough for me

And why am I so lost again?
If there's no way back
Is this all I have?
If I'm alive, but lost again
Givin' everything
When I'll never win

I'll close my eyes
'Cause the world outside is goin' under
You know I'd die
I would leave life to find another
If there's a universe, even one reality
Where I'm enough for me