Stagnant Waters

I live to see the look in your eyes
When you made the mistake, stagnant waters align
I feel my heart crush and tar into brine
So one could conclude this concoction is mine

I'm one with my own intentions
When I say I can't move my body
I won't look at my own reflection
But I can look into the mirror just perfectly

Crush my heart, turn it to stagnant waters
Blood's thicker than my feelings shoved deep behind metal doors
Hold down in my sinking tarring heart, four walls
Kept running for my life, now I can't run anymore

I live to see your deep loving smile
I live to see us around the table
I live to see us travel the world
I live to hold our souls together

I live to cherish every moment
I live to figure out each sentence
I live to love each passing day
I wish I'd never ran away

I live to cherish every moment
I live to figure out each sentence
I live to love each passing day
I wish I'd never ran away

Crush my heart, turn it to stagnant waters
Blood's thicker than my feelings shoved deep behind metal doors
Hold down in my sinking tarring heart, four walls
Kept running for my life, now I can't run anymore

Stitch the memories together to match my unsteady heartbeat
Well loved plushie made of pieces of reality
I control my breathing, I'm sedated situationally
Rhythmic power flowing through my expressive embroidery

Now crush my heart with the tightness of your love now
Get the river flowing so the water makes a crashing sound
Open up the windows there's an ocean circulating around
Broke the water cycle but the memories come flooding out

Crush my heart

Crush my heart