Nerve

Hit me where it hurts, you know it's impossible to feel
Sever every nerve, maybe I'll forget if I'm still real
What did I deserve? Nothing in my favor, sign the deal
Losing my own words, you act like you don't know me, I'm still here

Is this what you wanted? Treating me like nothing
Leave me in the dirt and watch me as I'm hurting
Tell me that I really should move into the city
Where I'll be alone and I'll see her on my phone
It's just not the same and
I feel like I can't be myself when I'm around you
I know I get in my own head but I can't help it
Sometimes I feel like I might just be going crazy
I just wish I could tell you how I'm feeling lately
(I just wish I could tell you how I'm feeling lately)

It's always the same, yeah, it's always the same things
I'm rotting my brain with, and I wouldn't change it
Did you forget my name or am I just a game?
All I wanted was to make it even if I hate it
I tried and I tried to be what you wanted
Thought I wasn't good enough
Hide my face while I cry, and I cry
Maybe you're the reason I can't get to sleep at night

Is this what you wanted? Treating me like nothing
Leave me in the dirt and watch me as I'm hurting
Tell me that I really should move into the city
Where I'll be alone and I'll see her on my phone
It's just not the same and
I feel like I can't be myself when I'm around you
I know I get in my own head but I can't help it
Sometimes I feel like I might just be going crazy
I just wish I could tell you how I'm feeling lately

Floating, sinking
Tell me what you're thinking about right now
I can hear you blinking
Is it too late to turn back now if my lungs give out

Tell me, is this what you wanted? Treating me like nothing
Leave me in the dirt and watch me as I'm hurting
Tell me that I really should move into the city
Where I'll be alone and I'll see her on my phone
It's just not the same and
I feel like I can't be myself when I'm around you
I know I get in my own head but I can't help it
Sometimes I feel like I might just be going crazy
I just wish I could tell you how I'm feeling lately