Time To Heal

No, no, no, no, no (Buckroll)
Ah, do you know how many times that I been let down?
Ain't tryna be the one, they pity the fool, damn

I'm just tryna speak my truth
Think like Bish and move like Q
In other words, I'm saying that a nigga got the juice, ah
No, I can't afford to lose
Puttin' in that pain while talking pain with no excuse

I done walked through the snow and rain
Niggas wouldn't dare to walk up in these shoes
Shinin' diamond in these shoes
I know I'm not really who they choose
I know niggas want me to really lose my cool

So how the fuck I'm 'posed to feel? Mm
All this shit a nigga been through, you can't tell me God ain't real, ah
I'm tryna cover all these scars, I think I need some time to heal
I need some time to heal, need some time to heal, yeah, ah

No, this shit ain't seem right
Yeah, it's killin' me inside
Can never second-guess, them niggas turnin' on me, thinkin' they won't
So I'm damned if I do and damned if I don't

Switch crazy, shit gettin' tough (mm)
All this work that we puttin' in, I told her, "Gained this shit for us"
I been broke so many times, how the fuck I'm 'posed to love?

Ah, don't know what's up
Ah, tell me, what's love?
Oh it's harder for me to trust
Not hard enough

I'm just tryna speak my truth
Think like Bish and move like Q
In other words, I'm sayin' that a nigga got the juice, ah
No, I can't afford to lose
Puttin' in that pain while talkin' pain with no excuse

I done walked through the snow and rain
Niggas wouldn't dare to walk up in these shoes
Shinin' diamond in these shoes
I know I'm not really who they choose
I know niggas want me to really lose my cool

So how the fuck I'm 'posed to feel?