Ashamed

Wake up ready to shake up
All for the sake of
What isn't here
Flash back before the heart attack
Before it goes black
And we disappear

And I've been chasing every changing moment
I have
I have

Wake up ready to shake up
Ready to face the music or run
Good vibe telling the good lies
Telling me what is done isn't done

But I've been watching every passing moment
I have
I have

I've been here before
And ill be back again
Haunted by the choices by the voices in my head
When everything is done
And everything is said
I am ashamed
I am ashamed
I am ashamed
I am

Wake up its a mistake
On the edge of the break
Only missing the mark
And black out
Ready to freak out
Better to leave out left in the dark

When I've been fighting all the many faces
You have
You have

I've been here before
And ill be back again
Haunted by the choices by the voices in my head
When everything is done
And everything is said
I am ashamed
I am ashamed
I am ashamed
I am

I don't know how
And I don't know when
The pins and the needles got under my skin
And I couldn't tell you just where I had gone
But Im looking to get there again
I don't know how
And I don't know when
The pins and the needles got under my skin
And I couldn't tell you just where I had gone
But I'm looking to get there again, again, again

I've been here before
And ill be back again
Haunted by the choices by the voices in my head
When everything is done
And everything is said
I am ashamed
I am ashamed
I am ashamed
I am
I am ashamed
I am ashamed
I am
I am ashamed
I am ashamed
I am
I am ashamed
I am ashamed
I am
I am ashamed
I am ashamed
I am ashamed