Ashamed

Wake up ready to shake up
All for the sake of what isn't here
And flashback before the heart attack
Before it goes black and we disappear

And I've been chasing every changing moment
I have, I have

Wake up ready to shake up
Ready to face the music or run
The good vibe telling the good lies
Telling me what is done isn't done

But I've been watching every passing moment
I have, I have

I've been here before and I'll be back again
Haunted by the choices, by the voices in my head
When everything is done and everything is said
I am ashamed, I am ashamed, I am ashamed, I am

Wake up, it's a mistake
On the edge of the break, only missing the mark
And blackout ready to freak out
Better to leave out left in the dark

When I've been fighting all the many faces
You have, you have

I've been here before and I'll be back again
Haunted by the choices, by the voices in my head
When everything is done and everything is said
I am ashamed, I am ashamed, I am ashamed, I am

I don't know how, and I don't know when
The pins and the needles got under my skin
And I couldn't tell you just where I had gone
But I'm looking to get there again
I don't know how, and I don't know when
The pins and the needles got under my skin
And I couldn't tell you just where I had gone
But I'm looking to get there again, again, again

I've been here before and I'll be back again
Haunted by the choices, by the voices in my head
When everything is done and everything is said
I am ashamed, I am ashamed, I am ashamed, I am

I am ashamed, I am ashamed, I am
I am ashamed, I am ashamed, I am
I am ashamed, I am ashamed, I am
I am ashamed, I am ashamed, I am ashamed