Deep Inside

I'm not doing great
I feel like I'm dead, not thinking straight
Inside my body troubled, full of hate
I had to let it out before it's too late

Deep inside (it can't hide), feeling so lost and betrayed
Why does this happen to me every time?
Stuck in this place where I can't escape
Screaming and clawing from deep inside

Why won't it fade?
Outside, I had to lie I'm okay
I hope someday I'll stop feeling pain
I guess this is a life I have made

Deep inside (it can't hide), feeling so lost and betrayed
Why does this happen to me every time?
Stuck in this place where I can't escape
Screaming and clawing from deep inside

What am I doing? I can't believe this
I have been hiding, wanting to be less
Giving to people, they take from me
Always they're bringing drama to me

Now look
Look at me now
Now!

Feeling so lost and betrayed
Why does this happen to me every time?
Stuck in this place where I can't escape
Screaming and clawing from deep inside

I can't stand
All of this fucking pain
Please, God, just go away
Please, God, just make them pay