Fevid Self Dismemberment

The urges sets in, revel in sin. 
As the knife digs deep into my skin. 
Carving and cutting out pieces of meat wanking my cock until it secretes. 
The pleasure is great, but not enough. 
Thats when my ideas starts to get rough. 
Maybe more pain will increase my pleasure. 
Starting to ponder more gruesome measures.  
Carving out pieces of meat. 
Wanking my huge erect cock. 
Screaming out in ecstasy. 
As my climax erupts. 
Carving out pieces of meat. 
Wanking my huge erect cock. 
Watching my victims twisting and screaming.  
As my knife cuts through their remains. 
Maybe my methods of gruesome torture. 
Can be self inflicted for 
glorious gain. 
Self inflicted. 
Painful ecstasy. 
Franticly carving off the meat 
Maybe I'll cut off my arm or feet. 
Self dismemberment was never an option before, but my lust for perversities increases more and more. 
Fevid self dismemberment. 
Watching my victims twisting  and screaming. 
As my knife cuts through their remains.  
Maybe my methods of gruesome torture, can be self inflicted for glorious gain. 
Glorious gain. 
I've had enough.
I can't wait long. 
Lust for dismembering grows strong. 
Grabbing my knife, cutting off my dick. 
This euphoric feel sure does the trick.
Fevid self dismemberment.