10Am In Santa Rosa

Mushroom Chocolates in Santa Rosa
This chapter in the book is called closure

The under dog can't admit when it's ova
We use to chill on platinum court blowing doja

How can you sleep when ya partner is a cobra
I wasn't pissin I was hissing in the bathroom

Peeling scabs
Still healin from some past wounds
cny day could be the day I sing my last tune

Been at war with myself
Hate to see you see somebody else
cs if I was ever good for ya health

The ego is deadly
Got enough dirt to behead me
Still let me sing my lil medleys

This is year 29
it'd done been a while for me
Question if it days you wish you never had  a child from me

Questioned how wild of me
Blamed the inner child of me
Couldn't be accountable
Blamed it on the trials of me

Couldn't stand tall
But expecting you to bow to me
Question when the accolades come if you still proud of me
Hurt to lose the ones that was down when they doubted me...

These be the ones that really hit home
Like seeing yo window bipped and knowing yo shit gone

...I had to give it a breathe
I'm always right I had to give em a left

It's hard to smile in yo mother face
Smile in yo brother face
Smile in my daughter face
Smile at my own self

I don't think the songs help
It's just hard to not write
Hard to think clear when you crying at a stop light

Can't stop reflecting
Struggle with rejection
It's hard to love yoself when you can't see yo own reflection

Some days it feel like my persona is perfection
cnd I'm still a kid just dying for acceptance

From niggas that I never knew
I done grew older but I never grew

Now it's red carpets with my niggas they like let em thru
Shit in my opinion the hunnids look alot better blue

Mushroom Chocolates in Santa Rosa
This chapter in the book is called closure

The under dog can't admit when it's ova
We use to chill on geyser court blowing doja

How can you sleep when ya partner is a cobra
I wasn't pissin I was hissing in the bathroom

Peeling scabs
Still healin from some past wounds
cny day could be the day I sing my last tune