Can I Be Happy

The pressure's getting to me
This vicious cycle never ends
My whole body's heavy
I have no choice but to bend

For every expectation
I put on myself
I put me through hell
Tried all the medicating
And everything else
None of it helped

Is there somewhere that could make me happy
Halfway across the world
Far enough away where no one knows me
Don't have to be that girl
Who's terrified she'll never be enough
Only loves herself for things she's done
Is there somewhere that could make me happy
Can I be happy

I'd rewire my brain
But I'm scared of what I'd find
Rather go to some place
Where I can leave it all behind

For every expectation
I put on myself
I put me through hell
Tried all the medicating
And everything else
None of it helped

Is there somewhere that could make me happy
Halfway across the world
Far enough away where no one knows me
Don't have to be that girl
Who's terrified she'll never be enough
Only loves herself for things she's done
Is there somewhere that could make me happy
Can I be happy

Make me happy
Can I be Happy
Far enough away where no one knows me

Is there somewhere that could make me happy
Halfway across the world
Far enough away where no one knows me
Don't have to be that girl
Who's terrified she'll never be enough
Only loves herself for things she's done
Is there somewhere that could make me happy
Can I be happy

Make me happy
Can I be happy
Can I be happy