Dust Settles

Yea..I got smoke in my eyes (Yea)
I could still see though 
It depended which way you lookin
I like that
Yea I just been..I been wondering like.. 
Do I wanna be great or do I wanna feel great?
You know I'm sayin?
I wanna be great at all cost ya know what I mean?

Yo I relinquish the fear 
I quit drinken the beers
cnd since then 
I been thinken it's clear
I throw the stink in the air 
You not perfect 
That's just how you appear 
I never cared for the fake and the phony 
Ya'll imposter 
c fake rigatoni 
My uncle Tony On the block
Collectin cannoli 
I treat the bacon like a plate of balogna 
cnd I embrace that I'm lonely 
I feel the pain cuz I'm growing 
cnd my mistakes don't own me 
The kid is liberated 
I was devastated at the bottom 
Thought I never make it (I never make it)
Negativity a prison and I will escape it (I will escape it)
I anticipated greatness then I went and chased it 
I kick it till my leg is shaken 
With no hesitation 
c reservation for my spot is kinda useless
I hit you with the tip and I admit it's not included 
I was dreaming of the day 
Im spending all my time on my music 
While I serve a customer 
Like enjoy your lasagna stupid (Stupid ass)
Im burning different flavors 
Turning through these bible pages 
cnd pray to God I don't return to suicidal stages (God Please)
Sorry momma for the times I went in flying rages (Momma!)
Everything I feel I let it happen I don't try to cage it 
Try to change me 
cnd I'm forced to resist 
I'll attack you with the force of the sith 
Or a Jedi 
Me head high 
Boy I'm like a torch and it's lit 
Now get your hands up 
Like you tryna force me to miss 
That's no defense 
I was down bad 
That was pretense 
I spent every cent 
cnd felt free since 
Recent attempts have failed 
I'm Living and learning though
Sitten up on the fence 
cnd deciding where I'd prefer to go
Woah
They never steer me correct 
My emotions are abstract 
But I'm clearly upset 
Just look at me and see yourself 
cnd that's a mirrored effect 
They tear me down 
Until ain't nothin but my spirit is left
The fear is a threat 
I conquer all my obstacles with love (Obstacles with love)
The doctors try pump with narcotics and them drugs though (Narcotics and them drugs)
But honestly I'm done 
Cause I'm the prodigy the son 
cnd I'll be honest when I say 
I've only partially begun (Partially begun)
My heart gone meet my tongue 
cnd they gone mingle 
I'm feelin like a dollar bill 
You know I'm staying single 
My flow is more sick, than some rabies and some shingles 
cnd they ask me why I'm crazy 
Well it may be what I been threw 
That made me who I am 
cnd I got no one else to blame (No-one to blame)
You don't know bout heat 
Unless you ever felt the flame (Feel the flame)
I play the cards I get 
cnd thank whoever dealt the game (Thank you)
cnd I get high so I forget 
I do Whatever helps the pain 
It almost drove myself insane 
But I'm jumping off the edge now 
Embracin all my fears I ain't scared of being let down 
Releasing all the trauma 
That I held was being kept down 
They told me be free (Be free)
But they never really said how 
It's dead now 
I'm lookin to hop in the car and then go off the map (The map)
I'm tired of being where I'm at (I'm at)
I'm on joints and I'm sacked (Smacked)
No I'm on point like exactly 
If you feel a way get at me 
Even if you try and slap me 
I just pray you wake up happy 
Hahahah 
Yeah