Anxiety

Running out of time
Running out of fumes
Self confidence and impending gloom but I try
My sense of direction blurred
Trying to hit it straight on while its throwing me curves but I try
I can't find the words to fix what I say
I'm having trouble locating the light at the end of the day

But I try
You know I try

So what, I'm falling apart
Does life have to be this hard?

That's what happens when the rest of the world has a change of heart
Why do I feel better when I'm alone in the dark?
Any sort hope is an igniting spark
And I'm so fucking sick of the ups and the downs
And the way I have to restart
I have to restart

So what I'm falling apart
Does life have to be this hard?

I will conquer, burn and defeat all my demons
I'm crippled in fragments but learning to beat them
It's 3 am, I'm on the bathroom floor crying
Over some bullshit that I let control me

I'm face to face with the villain
Seeking clarity
But maybe these words can find me and cure my anxiety

So what I'm falling apart
Does life have to be this hard?
I will conquer, burn and defeat all my demons
I'm crippled in fragments but learning to beat them