I No Longer Fear Death

(Just tell me when it's all over, tell me I'll be-)

Yeah, every night I close my eyes, swear I see your face
I don't wanna let you go, it's keepin' me awake
I would trade this all away, just for one more day
Let the reaper come and take me, I don't wanna wait

I don't wanna wake up anymore, done with life, I'm feelin' bored
Sick of hearing, "It gets better," yeah, I heard it all before
I can't live with all my sins, I'm not even gon' pretend
If you want me to get better, let me go right to the end

If I go tonight, don't cry for me
Walkin' through my life feelin' like nothin' goes right for me
I hate who I was and they all hating who I try to be
So tell me, what's the point, when it's not feelin' like the life of me?

So much on my shoulders, it feels like I'm stuck in hell again
Thoughts I'd never say, but now I'm not afraid of tellin' it
Feelin' like I'm lost, and I been roamin' with nowhere to go
Tell me, will I make it? Nah, I don't think that I'll ever know

(Just tell me when it's all over, tell me I'll be alright)
(Tell me when it's all over, tell me I'll be alright)

Yeah, every night I close my eyes, swear I see your face
I don't wanna let you go, it's keepin' me awake
I would trade this all away, just for one more day
Let the reaper come and take me, I don't wanna wait

I don't wanna wake up anymore, done with life, I'm feelin' bored
Sick of hearing, "It gets better," yeah, I heard it all before
I can't live with all my sins, I'm not even gon' pretend
If you want me to get better, let me go right to the end

Five years sober, they say, "Go back on the drugs"
'Cause my songs just ain't been slappin' since I gave the Xannies up
Really, all I see is hate, long time since I've felt any love
Makes me not wanna create, don't think I'll ever be enough

I feel worthless, maybe I deserve it
Maybe that's the point and I just gotta close the curtains
Maybe next October is a month where I'm not workin'
But if I kill my dreams, then I just won't have any purpose

(Just tell me when it's all over, tell me I'll be alright)
(Tell me when it's all over, tell me I'll be alright)

Yeah, every night I close my eyes, swear I see your face
I don't wanna let you go, it's keepin' me awake
I would trade this all away, just for one more day
Let the reaper come and take me, I don't wanna wait

I don't wanna wake up anymore, done with life, I'm feelin' bored
Sick of hearing, "It gets better," yeah, I heard it all before
I can't live with all my sins, I'm not even gon' pretend
If you want me to get better, let me go right to the end