I Still Care, But I Know That I Shouldn'T

I know that you won't hear this
So I can be as honest as I want
Isn't that fun?
I've been wondering how it feels
To stare down the barrel of a gun

So, give me five more minutes
So I can clear my head up
So I can dry my eyes, love
I know that you won't get it
But I think it's time I said it

I still care, but I know that I shouldn't
I can't help but wonder
I hope you're not hurting
I still care
I'm getting used to my burdens
I know you won't hear this
My mind isn't working

I still care, but I know that I shouldn't
I can't help but wonder
I hope you're not hurting
I still care
I'm getting used to my burdens
I know you won't hear this
My mind isn't working
(My mind isn't working)

I still care
I hope you know that you can talk to me
Even though your words cut me to the artery, yeah
I hope you know that I don't hate you
Even though I really fucking want to

So, when it's late, and I'm feeling low
Replacing air with chemicals
I tend to forget what I'm holding on for
And nothing feels real
It's so hard to forget when I can't heal

I still care, but I know that I shouldn't
I can't help but wonder
I hope you're not hurting
I still care
I'm getting used to my burdens
I know you won't hear this
My mind isn't working

I still care, but I know that I shouldn't
I can't help but wonder
I hope you're not hurting
I still care
I'm getting used to my burdens
I know you won't hear this
My mind isn't working
(My mind isn't working)

So, give me five more minutes, minutes
My mind isn't working
So, give me five more (minutes, minutes)

Wish you would ask for another chance
Even though you don't deserve it
And even if it's hard, I wanna see someone in the morning
I'm so fucking tired of hurting

I still care, but I know that I shouldn't
And I can't help but wonder
I hope you're not hurting
I still care
I'm getting used to my burdens
I know you won't hear this
My mind isn't working

I still care, but I know that I shouldn't
I can't help but wonder
I hope you're not hurting
I still care
I'm getting used to my burdens
I know you won't hear this
My mind isn't working

I still care, but I know that I shouldn't
And I can't help but wonder
I hope you're not hurting
I still care
I'm getting used to my burdens
I know you won't hear this
My mind isn't working

I still care, but I know that I shouldn't
And I can't help but wonder
I hope you're not hurting
I still care
I'm getting used to my burdens
I know you won't hear this
My mind isn't working (working, isn't working)