I Was Blinded

(XO)
(Hus made this beat)

I was blinded, I ain't know what I know now
But now that I know, I guess it's time that we start deciding
Steady putting my bro down like it finna go down, just pray for me, nigga be dying
I've been faithful, he dies in my pride
Fighting all my demons, giving it to God
Lord, help me

I'll walk through shadows and thought they were light
Fed by illusion dressed up in the night
The enemy whisper like friends in disguise, damn
I still can't believe I'll bleed out alive
Better than selling they souls for diamonds and gold
But they still ain't gonna fix what's inside
Lord, help me

Ain't no more chasing the rain, He saved me
No more starving for days, we caking
We was just scratching the basement, worry about the placement
Still hard to believe that I made it
Long to the pain, so I didn't wanna face it
Drunk out of power, I didn't want to change it
I admit that I knew it was wrong, but I can't even lie
I was loving the way that they praise me

Tryna up my 'tuition like rain
Working hard, they won't call if you lazy
Wake up, say a prayer, get in motion
Stack it up, take it home, do it daily (stack it up)
God give me a script 'til it's over (stack it up)
I'm grateful, God is strong, thankful (stack it up)
I might be content, but I won't get complacent (stack it up)
Lord, help me

Blinded by the world, I just wanna see, Lord help me
(Lord, I need to be helped, Lord, I need to be helped)
Hm, I been blinded by the world, I just wanna see, Lord help me (Lord help me)
Lord, help me, God, help me

I was blinded, I ain't know what I know now
But now that I know, I guess it's time that we start deciding
Steady putting my bro down like it finna go down, just pray for me, nigga be dying
I've been faithful, he dies in my pride
Fighting all my demons, giving it to God
Lord, help me

I'll walk through shadows and thought they were light
Fed by illusion dressed up in the night
The enemy whisper like friends in disguise, damn
I still can't believe I'll bleed out alive
Better than selling they souls for diamonds and gold
But they still ain't gonna fix what's inside
Lord, help me

Lord, help me
Lord, help me
God be help
Lord help
God help him
God be helping him