Relapse

The ground is gone beneath me
You pulled the safety net
I moved across an ocean
From my family from my friends
The foundation is shattered
You've made such a fucking mess
I tried to be your modern wife
But the child in me protests

I need a drink
I need a Valium
You pushed me this far, and I just need to be numb

If I relapse
I know I stand to lose it all
Can you bring me back
When I'm climbing up the walls?
If I relapse
I know I stand to lose it all
Can you bring me back
When I'm climbing up, climbing up the walls?

I-I need a drink
I-I need a drink
I-I need a drink
I-I need a drink

The girls are looking at me
To teach them all about love
But I can't seem to hold my shit together long enough

I need a drink
I need a Valium
You pushed me this far, and I just need to be numb

If I relapse
I know I stand to lose it all
Can you bring me back
When I'm climbing up the walls?
If I relapse
I know I stand to lose it all
Can you bring me back
When I'm climbing up, climbing up the walls?

I-I need a drink
I-I need a drink
I-I need a drink
I-I need a drink
I-I need a drink
I-I need a drink
More than one

If I relapse
I stand to lose it all
When I'm climbing up the walls
If I relapse
If I relapse
If I relapse

I-I need a drink
I-I need a drink
I-I need a drink
I-I need a drink
I-I need a drink
I-I need a drink
I-I need a drink
I-I need a drink

I need a drink
I need a Valium
You pushed me this far