Tropic Thunder

I bathe myself in sunlight
Pure luck it doesn't feel right
Cause I swear I crossed the ocean
Just somehow floated my way towards the shore
I know I should have just drowned I am sure

Answer me is this even real?
I barely built where I'm standing I don't know what to feel
Answer me why am I afraid?
How do I take control of my fear of my own self

Do I deserve what I have?
I pray for peace of mind

I swear I crossed the ocean
Don't know how I made it out to the beach
A dredge must have pulled me in

Answer me is this even real?
I barely built where I'm standing I don't know what to feel
Answer me why am I afraid?
How do I take control of my fear of my own self