Numb The Pain

Verse 1
I think I've lost my nerve 
My mind runs in circles I can't shake this curse
I've learned to hate myself
Feel the shame 
Buried in memories that hurt
*vocal turnaround*
I look inside what do I see
This person I hate staring back at me
(Pills won't set me free)


Chorus:
Medicate
Let the mirror lie (i see that im not fine)
Numb the pain
I close my eyes
Nothing left 
No place to hide
Numb the pain 
I close my eyes 

These pills arent working 
My face flushes red
So much for coping 
Fuck what you said
The voice inside my head
""Burn it now flip it all upside down ""
Drink up Blackout again 
Out again 
out again
I look in the mirror what do I see
This person I hate staring back at me
THIS HELL IN MY HEAD
AM I BETTER OFF DEAD 

Chorus
Medicate
Let the mirror lie (i see that im not fine)
Numb the pain
I close my eyes
Nothing left 
No place to hide
Numb the pain 
I close my eyes 

Burn it down burn it down hope my life will turnaround 
Im blacking out my feet wont touch the ground
Addicted to fame
Prescribe me some pain
Prison inside 
My vision will fade 
Everything
Everything
Pills won't set me free 

Chorus (x2)
Medicate
Let the mirror lie (i see that im not fine)
Numb the pain
I close my eyes
Nothing left 
No place to hide
Numb the pain 
I close my eyes 

Am I better off dead