Surfaces

I got a secret
Wanna tell you the truth
Seems like it's hard hard hard for me to do
Holding me back
Something keeps pulling me back
Now I'm too far far far away from you
Far far away from you
Far far away from you
Don't see the real me what's inside
Surfaces reflect the light
Insecurities ignite
I hide oh I lie
Think about how I could see
The best of you the best in me
But I'm a mirror for my grief
Lost myself I'm incomplete incomplete
Mouse in a maze with nowhere to escape
Needless to say I will cave
I can't be saved
Trying to break through the cycle
Of pushing away the ones I love the most
I can't be brave
Mouse in a maze with nowhere to escape
Needless to say I will cave
I can't be saved
Trying to break through the cycle
Of pushing away the ones I love the most
I can't be brave
Holding me back
Something keeps pulling me back
Now I'm too far far far away from you