Pushing It Down And Praying

I'm in bed, layin' down, naked
He's inside of me
I love him, kiss his mouth, prayin'
He can't see what I see

When I close my eyes
You replace him
Wearin' no disguise
You erase him

I wanna feel guilty (mm)
I wanna feel that it's wrong (mm)
I wanna know peace again
Wanna sing a different song (mm)

I want you to need me (mm)
I need to want somethin' more (mm)
He gives what he can
But now I don't know what he's givin' for

I'm in bed, layin' down, naked
You're inside of me
I love him, kiss his mouth, sayin'
"Oh yeah, baby, touch and touch and touch and touch me"

I wanna feel guilty
I wanna feel that it's wrong
I wanna know peace again
Wanna sing a different song

I want you to need me (need me)
I need to want somethin' more (somethin' more)
He gives what he can
But now I don't know what he's giving for

Softer, harder, in between
You know just how to get to me
He is stable, you are deep
I know just how to get what I need

I wanna feel guilty
I wanna feel that it's wrong
I wanna know peace again
Wanna be singin' a different song

It's only a question
If somebody brings it up
So, I'm pushin' it down and prayin'
He won't see it when I come

I'm pushin' it down and prayin'