Song For Jude St. Francis

Parts of me fall off, just sew 'em back
Crumpled dollar bills, unwanted time
Take a lot of benzos and I'll be fine
I'll show you what I got, but it's not going to last
'Cause when I tell you how I'm feeling
I hope you survive the blast
Because there's shadow people, rapists, and a car
That I crash when I can't take things anymore
I tried so many times to unalive
But something out there wants me to survive
Maybe it just wants to see me rot
Maybe it wants me to get a job
Maybe it wants me to be alone
Maybe I should try and do it, before my roommates come home
But then they put me on risperidone, so I
Wouldn't see the people I had in my mind
Maybe this time, they'll stop talking to me
And I can sleep again, and dream a happy dream
But then they put me on risperidone, so I
Wouldn't see the people I had in my mind
Maybe this time, they'll stop talking to me
And I can sleep again, and dream a happy dream
Maybe I should try and do it, before my roommates come home