Distraught (Feat. Sepha.)

I was turning into someone else
I was turning into someone else

Black fit with a reason bleeding
SLOTHBOI you a demon speaking
Train tracks and I'm on it geeking
Wet hands cuz the paint b leaking

Fuck I aint sleeping for dozens of reasons
Got PTSD from the bodies they seizing
The evil be creeping the light losing meaning
And poison will spread thru my dreams till I'm leaking

I aint got no one to save me
Drown in my lonely with demons I'm craving bitch
Fuck all the reasons I hate me
All of these talks in my head got me shaking yuh

Shit you be fucking me baby
But I cant nut cuz I'm off of some eighties
Shit I be blacking out lately
30 Missed calls from a bitch tryna save me

I'm sorry I'm no good I know it
Trigger words haunt me the bodies they showing
Panic be brewing in motion
Speech won't come out just a stutter I'm slowing

Shit I been drinking and falling
Further and further I can't hear the calling
All these demons be talking
SHUT THE FUCK UP PLEASE I BEG YOU IM SOBBING

SLOTHBOI you got this
Fuck me right up while I pop these on god
Shit you gun fuck me
Bitch I ain't even know what the fuck is going on

Bitch I been distraught
From tha blind shot
That you fired right into my heart

Now I got black on
Fuck a bitch cop
I got paint on my clothes Ima run

The nonsense in my head
Keeps tryna a make sense of itself
I'd rather leave there instead
Of turning into someone else

The nonsense in my head
Keeps tryna a make sense of itself
I'd rather leave there instead
Of turning into someone else

Else oh
Else oh

Rise to the front of this
Dont run on back
Don't run to the back no

I'm bored as fuck so I found bliss
Cut me the slack
It's all bout the slacking off

Rise to the front of this
Dont run on back
Don't run to the back no

I'm bored as fuck so I found bliss
Cut me the slack
It's all bout the slacking off

Tho my brain keeps

Ticking and ticking
And ticking and ticking
And ticking and ticking
And ticking and ticking
And ticking and ticking
And ticking and ticking

Black fit with a reason bleeding
SLOTHBOI you a demon speaking
Train tracks and I'm on it geeking
Wet hands cuz the paint b leaking

Fuck I aint sleeping for dozens of reasons
Got PTSD from the bodies they seizing
The evil be creeping the light losing meaning
And poison will spread thru my dreams till I'm leaking

I was turning into someone else
I was turning into someone else