Elisa

It's hard to keep a smile as she beating on my heart
Lock myself up in my room and I keep it dark
I was pretending to sleep in class when there was tears in my arms
At least I can stop myself from doing self-harm

You say you saw me as a friend so you can be with my friend
I would only wake up so we had more time to spend
You were all I had but you made our shit end
Now you won't even bother to read the texts I send

It's hard to keep a smile as she beating on my heart
Lock myself up in my room and I keep it dark
I was pretending to sleep in class when there was tears in my arms

I cry, I wanna die
Laying in my bed with some pills on the side
I can't sleep at night
Can't stop thinking of you just through the trick of the time

I cry, I feel better when I'm high
But for no one to see me
I just run away and hide
I hide, I wanna hide
I wanna hide
I wanna hide