Blessed

This is not the way I planned it
Sick of fucking up my chances
Looking at you through the glasses of another girl
Oh yes it hurts but
I'm not the only one
Who thinks im too good for you
Oh yes it hurts but
Something bout bad love
Kept me on that running back to you

Feeling blessed
I'm never gon' see you again
I, don't have to like all your friends
I'm not just a part of your plan
I'm not even in your events
Feeling blessed
I'm so free

I've tried out a thousand miles of my energy just to get through
I wrote countless hyms about pain
And instead of praying I manifested her, a god.
Red flavour, a note in her layer
With a hint of wild rose and juniper berries
Love, beauty, and grace
The REAL first creation

Feeling blessed
I'm never gon' see you again
I, don't have to like all your friends
I'm so free
Im so glad im so glad I never have to see you again