I Feel Like Killing Myself But I Cant

I feel like killing myself

I thought you were dead
Guess I'll see you again
Don't need you in my bed

Happy I'm not fucking dead
Butterflies all in my head
Take my blood not yours instead
Run away with you ahead

You're like the only thing in my head
Never want you to go away
I still don't know why you text me
I wanna see us grow
And make the world our own
I fucking love you
And I want to scream that

I thought you were dead
Guess I'll see you again
Don't need you in my bed
My bed, my bed, my bed

I see in my dream
Us around a tree
Living happily
And it feels so good
Make me all you could
I feel so understood
For once, for once, for once

I thought you were dead
Guess I'll see you again
Don't need you in my bed
My bed, my bed, my bed