Murder Fantasy

I pass out, wake up 12 hours later
Look at my mirror, scared and more faker
Everywhere I go, my paranoia's greater
Wish I was greater, wish I was greater

Yeah, I'm in my room all alone
I'm fucking paranoid
Scared of getting killed in my house
It's blacking out my void
Hearing voices I'm not used to
Please, just make it stop, make it stop

Cut my wrist, I'm fine, thinking borderline
Bleeding 'til I die, darker than my wine
And I don't know what is wrong with my head
Yeah, I wish I was dead, yeah, I wish I was dead

I look myself in the eye and then I'm starting to cry
A fucking homocide fighting for it's life, and I die
I wish I could've fight, why the fuck am I so stupid?
Disappointed families and people I excluded

Yeah, I'm in my room all alone
I'm fucking paranoid
Scared of getting killed in my house
It's blacking out my void
Hearing voices I'm not used to
Please, just make it stop, make it stop

Yeah, I'm in my room all alone
I'm fucking paranoid
Scared of getting killed in my house
It's blacking out my void
Hearing voices I'm not used to
Please, just make it stop, make it stop

Cut my wrist, I'm fine, thinking borderline
Bleeding 'til I die, darker than my wine
And I don't know what is wrong with my head
Yeah, I wish I was dead, yeah, I wish I was dead