Motives

What are your motives?
Do you actually
Want to have a conversation with me
Or rush the process?

Do you only want me for my looks
And physique?
It's so frustrating for me to know

For past years many guys
Have only viewed me
As only an object and nothing more
So it's really hard for me to know and tell
If they really like me
And want to get to know me
Or not

It feels so rare nowadays
For someone to come and care
About my personality
Than how I am built
The way I am thought about
Overheard and told to me
Makes me almost believe
There's no one different out there

For many years guys
Have only viewed me
As only an object and nothing more
So it's really hard for me to know and tell
If they really like me
And want to get to know me at all

They would try to impress me
With if they did it
People around them would say
And come up to me and tell me
"Hey, I heard he wants to do this with you."
I felt so embarrassed

For past years many guys have only viewed me
As only an object and nothing more
So it's really hard for me to tell
If they really like me
And want to get to know me at all