Fencesitter

Indecision breeds obsession
Overthinking every lesson
You would think I'd pick a side
I can't run but I can hide
If I say nothing that means everything
I am running out of words to sing
I'm running out of time
And excuses for my lines

Making too much out of nothing
Making nothing out of something
I can scream and shout
The words aint coming out
Afraid of people and myself
I'm strangling my mental health
Over people who never cared
Over too many things that blare

Anxiety is killing me
I don't know what I should be
To afraid to speak for myself
I Can't stand anyone else

Indecision breeds indifference
To many choices I've been given
I guess I'm just to scatterbrained
To act remotely fucking sane
I don't care and I can't speak
I guess I'll take it on the cheek
I guess that I just talk too fast
Happiness will never last

Arguing all over nothing
I just really wanna do something
Am I helpless or just lazy
What is it I don't see?
Optics games and optics lines
All along something to prize
Of dignity or blind old luck
I think that I've just had enough

Anxiety is killing me
I don't know what I should be
I think plenty for myself
But those words aren't coming out of my mouth