Theodore

Hope you know that I dropped out of school Just to stay in the house Used to breathe with a hole in my chest, think I'm doing better now You know how much I miss you by my side Don't love then ruin my life You know it's hard for me to sleep at night since I heard my father cry

Hope you know I met Dominique there Is she too good for me? Met at a funeral where I said You're really good at singing You know I get the passionfruit black tea With eyeliner on the side You know I'll leave my insecurities, think I'm done with telling the lies

Theodore you're supposed to be born so I could have someone to talk to Theodore I could have sworn that It's just something that I'm going through But it's not and I'm going crazy And I don't wanna think about it daily So Theodore are you sure You're not bored today?

Hope you know I made it to therapy It's weird cause I didn't cry I had a dream about a family Stabbing mine with a knife You know how scared I am to talk about it Cause I was only 10 She held the gun and I thought this would be it Don't wanna see her again

Theodore you're supposed to be born so I could have someone to talk to Theodore I could have sworn that It's just something that I'm going through But it's not and I'm going crazy And I don't wanna think about it daily So Theodore are you sure You're not bored today?

Do you wanna know What it's like to write a bunch of songs for people Who don't care about your stupid life Do you wanna know That I'm fine Should have figured out I don't need to be better than alright Well I know what you think about me now We don't even talk but it's so clear that I'm breaking You write a bunch of letters when you're in doubt You can't even say the way that you're feeling

If only I could have someone to tell this to Guess I need Theodore Theodore you're supposed to be born

Theodore you're supposed to be born so I could have someone to talk to Theodore I could have sworn that It's just something that I'm going through But it's not and I'm going crazy And I don't wanna think about it daily So Theodore are you sure You're not bored today

Are you sure You're not bored?