Cure

I wrote down the words I couldn't say
Then I told them all in the dark to an empty space
Walked around the block
Ran out of streets that I could take
I got mad at strangers for breathing
I screamed at my mom for helping
Found someone to blame
Cause I was raging from within
Time heals
It doesn't cure
Relieved
But I still hurt
But I still hurt
Tuning out every good thing is exhausting
To remind myself why we're not talking
I'm too much too fast
Had to convince you I'm worthwhile
I'd rather carry it alone
That way I don't bother anyone
Avoid all the guilt
I'll look out for myself if no one else will
Time heals
It doesn't cure
Relieved
But I still hurt
But I still hurt
Maybe there's not a soul in sight
Willing to make it past one fight
Don't tell me my life's not on the line
It's easy to say when fate's been on your side
Time heals
It doesn't cure
Relieved
But I still hurt
But I still hurt