Unfamiliar Heavens

I couldn't imagine life without your love, love
I don't know what happened, but I never got enough
Grew up as a young girl without your love, love, love, love
Grew up in the mountains, wrapped around me like a hug

And you were ever distant
And I felt so ashamed
You didn't seem to love me
But we shared the same last name

I always choose the hells I know
I never the let the angels show

Me unfamiliar heavens
Are slowly opening
I see them in the distance
And the colour of the sky is changing

For years, I would choose things that felt familiar
Boy and toys and places wanted to keep my devils near (ooh)
Didn't think I deserved to be loved, loved, loved, loved
'Til I left my hometown, set myself free like a dove

And you have never heard this
'Cause you didn't want the truth
But I'm so sick of lying
I have nothing left to lose

I always choose the hells I know
I never the let the angels show

Me unfamiliar heavens
Are slowly opening
I see them in the distance
And the colour of the sky is changing

It's finally over
It's in the past now
It's finally over
It's in the past now

We choose the things we know
'Til we choose to let them go
And now my heart is changed
So I let go of the pain

'Cause unfamiliar heavens
Are slowly opening
I see them in the distance
And the colour of the sky is changing

It's finally over
It's in the past now
It's finally over
It's in the past now