Strawberry Kisses

I must have been colour-blind
To not see all these red flags
Or maybe I just never wanted to see them
Maybe I chose to be blind
And it's funny how quickly a dream
Can turn to a nightmare Lucid dreaming to paralysis
It's so funny how red can look like green

But I'm addicted to your strawberry kisses
Every touch makes me go wild I can't live without your strawberry kisses
I don't know how I will survive

I don't need your narcissistic compliments
To draw me in
When I needed a lifeline you were a serrated hook
Always keeping me attached

But I'm addicted to your strawberry kisses
Every touch makes me go wild I can't live without your strawberry kisses
I don't know how I will survive

And I hate that I can't hate you
So please don't expect much from me When I never expected a thing from you
Yet will I ever get an apology? No of course not forgive me!

But I'm addicted to your strawberry kisses Every touch makes me go wild
I can't live without your strawberry kisses I don't know how I will survive

And I'm scared this is all I'll ever be I'm so tired of pretending I healed
I wish I could stop missing past versions of myself
The version that hated strawberries

But I'm addicted to your strawberry kisses
Every touch makes me go wild I can't live without your strawberry kisses
Except they're turning sour the turning vile
Except they're turning sour the turning vile
Except they're turning sour the turning vile
Except they're turning sour the turning vile