Architect

I'm the architect
Of my own demise
Think I might be self-destructive by design
With every step I take
I just improvise
Only building up these walls to hide behind

I don't know where to begin
Think I need a new blueprint

Lately everything is working against me
Everybody's starting to hate me
Or maybe I'm just good at driving myself crazy
Everything just seems like it's change
Nothing ever seems to save me
But maybe it's my fault

What the hell can I expect when I'm the fucking architect

I'm such a bother
Not being hard on myself, just being honest
Treating my mental health with marijuana
When I know damn well, it won't help

I don't know where to begin
Think I need a new blueprint

Lately everything is working against me
Everybody's starting to hate me
Or maybe I'm just good at driving myself crazy
Everything just seems like it's change
Nothing ever seems to save me
But maybe it's my fault

What the hell can I expect when I'm the fucking architect