Metanoia

What am I supposed to say to this?
Broken habits find you unfixed
Is it all related to Distance?
Between the head and heart of
Abyss

And I know you'll never find that Peace of mind
When it leave your hands untied
From opened eyes

Of what's inside

How could I succumb to dismiss
Conflicted by my own premise
When did it have to come to this?

And I know what isn't sealed drains
What I feel
Into times you couldn't heal
From what's unreal

You got away again
Your mind is outside your head
I face the sun until I forget
Why i'm the one
Who can't accept

Why'd you fall back oh so easily?
When did I ask you for sympathy?

But I know it's all unclear
When you've lived here
Holding in what you can't bear
From this dispare

You got away again
Your mind is outside your head
I face the sun until I forget
Why i'm the one
Who can't accept