Not Finding How (The Rabbit Hole)

"Not Finding How (The Rabbit Hole)"

You bit
The wrong piece out of me
Time to put me back
Where sardines don't fit

I picked you up
From the wrong shelf
But with time
It turned out okay
(It turned out okay)

My mind
Tricks me into
A safer place right now
There's a way to forget
But I keep not finding how

What you need
Has been confused
By what you want
Never enough
I need more of the things I don't

Your hollow eyes
And your mouth
Are not singing lullabies

Right through the night
To fill the gap when you leave
I have your trail of loss and grief
But no new way to deal with
New things up your sleeve

I've been sending you tips
Don't you lose yourself in the maze
Follow what
Theseus laid

My mind
Tricks me into
A safer place right now
(Right now)
There's a way to forget
But I keep not finding how
(Won't you tell me?)

What you need
Has been confused
By what you want
Never enough
I need more of the things I don't

Your hollow eyes
And your mouth
Are not singing lullabies
(Not singing lullabies)

Don't you fucking dare
To stay where you are
It has become
So fucking tortuous
So fucking tortuous
Don't you dare
Don't you dare
Don't you dare
It has become
So fucking tortuous