Paralyzed

Every day's a vicious cycle and I'm stuck on repeat
I've been over-medicating
Waiting, praying for peace
I guess it's death or deliverance
But it's not up to me
'Cause the devil's dealing cards
And he's playing for keeps

Night after night
Hear my soul keep saying
Fight for your life
But my will feels wasted

Heart is racing, body shaking, no escaping
I think I'm-

Paralyzed
Out of body and out of mind
I'm lost in the fight or flight
Terrified
Think that I might be outta time
Now I need a lifeline
I'm calling
Somebody, please, make me believe I can breathe
I try to scream
Is this a dream?
Or am I paralyzed?

Heart is racing, body shaking, no escaping
Think I'm-

Heart is racing, body shaking, no escaping
Think I'm-

Wish I could say that it's denial
That it's not what it seems
Starts with dopamine deficiency and ends in defeat
Adrenaline kicks in once again
Never gonna win, it depletes me
Then anxiety sets in and pretends that I can't beat this disease
I'm still here

Night after night
Hear my soul keep saying
Fight for your life
But my will feels wasted
Night after night
Oh, I'm losing patience
Fight for your life
It's the war I'm waging

Paralyzed
Out of body and out of mind
I'm lost in the fight or flight
Terrified
Think that I might be outta time
Now I need a lifeline
I'm calling
Somebody, please, make me believe I can breathe
I try to scream
Is this a dream?
Or am I paralyzed?

Heart is racing, body shaking, no escaping
I think I'm-

Pinned down, tied up
I've sealed my fate
The perfect murder
With my own blade

With my own blade

Paralyzed
Out of body and out of mind
I'm lost in the fight or flight
Terrified
Think that I might be outta time
Now I need a lifeline
I'm calling
Somebody, please, make me believe I can breathe
I try to scream
Is this a dream?
Or am I paralyzed?

Heart is racing, body shaking, no escaping
Think I'm-

Heart is racing, body shaking, no escaping
Think I'm-

(Paralyzed)