Drawing Board

I can recall only this one time
This kind of control a girl had on my mind
I've fallen deep, I can't get out
I've never acted this way before

I spend days and nights in my bedroom
Trying to write the perfect song to sing to you
Write a song a day but she won't like it anyway
Back to the drawing board
With the words you've heard a million times before

Feeling alone and she's on my mind
Try to erase all the pain from that time
She's breaking up and I'm breaking down
Now I'm headed out of this fucked up town

I spend days and nights in my bedroom
Trying to write the perfect song to sing to you
Write a song a day but the band won't like it anyway
Back to the drawing board
With the words you've heard a million times before in your head

So love me, so I can be myself again
Now hate me, so things seem normal in my head
I'm trying to break away these ball and chains
So hate me, so things seem normal in my head
Things seem normal in my head

I spend days and nights in my bedroom
Trying to write the perfect song to sing to you
I spend days and nights in my bedroom
Trying to write the perfect song to sing to you
Write a song a day but she won't like it anyway
Back to the drawing board
With the words you've heard a million times before in your head

I am dead