Borderline (Aus "Sing Meinen Song, Vol. 12")

I'm all alone, but I smile in every photo
Life of the party, laugh louder than the rest, oh
I go too hard, or I don't even get up
No in-between, no, I'm either on or off

I talk too much, but I'm all shut down
Say I'm all in, but I'm full of doubt
I-I-I-I, I-I-I-I
Run for my life 'til I'm far from home
Want to connect only when you're gone
I-I-I-I, I-I-I-I

I pull you closer, and then, I disappear
I feel so borderline, borderline
I'm rushing bridges burning through my tears
I'm so borderline, borderline

So don't believe a word, through the chaos and the hurt
I just want you to be mine
I pull you closer, and then, I disappear
I'm so borderline, borderline
I feel so borderline, borderline
I feel so borderline, borderline

I don't pick up when I need to hear your voice
A couple days and I'm happy like I've never known
Sometimes I wake up and feel so monochrome
Won't be the first time I think I'm better alone

I'm deep in love, but I'm so fed up
I swear, I'm fine but the truth erupts
I-I-I-I, I-I-I-I
Light up the sky, they're not crashing down
If I could change, I would do it now
I-I-I-I, I-I-I-I

I pull you closer, and then, I disappear
I feel so borderline, borderline
I'm watching bridges burning through my tears
I'm so borderline, borderline

So don't believe a word, through the chaos and the hurt
I just want you to be mine (want you to be mine)
I pull you closer, and then, I disappear
I'm so borderline, borderline

No, don't believe a word, through the chaos and the hurt
I just want you to be mine (want you to be mine)
I pull you closer, and then, I disappear
I'm so borderline, borderline
I feel so borderline