Maybe I'M The Problem Now

I'm prayin' I got more time
Before I lose what I'm makin'
They say I'm still in my prime
So, why's it feel like I'm fakin'?

Spendin' all my life tryna do what's right
But I can't find no one that does the same
Try to compromise, but despite my tries
Know it'll never go my away

So, tell me why's it always comin' down
If I'm so sweet, why can't it come back around?
I do my best to watch it all go south
Maybe I'm the problem now
And when I think the story goes my way
Somethin' comes up and leads it all astray
Can't keep the blame on someone not around
Maybe I'm the problem now

Can't rely on my mind
'Cause I know I'll just debate it
Loop the sequence of events, make it perfect in my head
Just so I fuck it up and hate it

Spendin' all my life tryna do what's right
But I can't find no one that does the same
Try to compromise, but despite my tries
Know it'll never go my away

So, tell me why's it always comin' down
If I'm so sweet, why can't it come back around?
I do my best to watch it all go south
Maybe I'm the problem now (maybe I'm the problem now)
And when I think the story goes my way
Somethin' comes up and leads it all astray
Can't keep the blame on someone not around
Maybe I'm the problem now (maybe I'm the problem now)

Don't try to tell me, try to tell me how I'm doin' now
You say it's better, but better ain't blockin' out the sound
You try to tell me, try to tell me how they locked me down
But now it's better whenever I'm not the one around
Don't try to tell me, try to tell me how I'm doin' now
You say it's better, but better ain't blockin' out the sound
Don't try to tell me, try to tell me how they locked me down
'Cause now it's better, it's better, it's better, it's better
When I'm not around

So, tell me why's it always comin' down
If I'm so sweet, why can't it come back around?
I do my best to watch it all go south
Maybe I'm the problem now (maybe I'm the problem now)
And when I think the story goes my way (my way)
Somethin' comes up and leads it all astray (all astray)
Can't keep the blame on someone not around
Maybe I'm the problem now

(Maybe I'm the problem, maybe I'm the problem now)